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November 30, 2006

Friday December 1, 2006

No cardio today. I needed a break, slightly burnt out over this week.

Today is a day off plan (planned)

M1 .50 bagel/1 whole egg/ slice of cheese .50 donut/12 swedish fish
M2 Protein Bar (Pure Protein) - not hungry didn't eat
M3 salad with small portion of pasta salad few pieces of chocolate
M4 Protein Bar (Balance Bar) - didn't eat
M5 Dinner Out- looks like pizza, small scoop of icecream

food was boring

Goal 128 ounces of water- not even close

summary
no venom today and the sugar load this morning is making me loopy already and it's only 9:20 AM. My mom's birthday tomorrow and we will have dinner out but I will stay on plan all day and take venom in the AM. Plus Cardio and Back training with Blythe early. Every time I eat off plan i feel like Hell. yet I still look forward to it. It's like I forget each time. Soon enough I will have no more scheduled cheats and I will miss the freedom of dinners out but know it will bring me to my ultimate goal.

Need to clean the house this weekend and maintain as I go. For the next two weeks it's hitting the gym twice daily.

November 29, 2006

Thursday November 30, 2006











picture I took tonight - pardon the lack of bra... LOL but I see shoulders coming in.


5:30 AM Gym
Back
Biceps
to lazy to update

burned 250 calories cardio

M1 .50 Nectar/venom
M2 .50 Nectar/.25 apple
M3 .50 cottage cheese/jam
M4 chicken/string beans
M5 egg whites/ low fat mozz. pickles

summary
it's possible I could win the weight loss challenge at work but the next 20 days are going to have to be ON. down a total of 36 lbs. I am really tired today. Cardio tomorrow AM

November 28, 2006

Wednesday November 29, 2006

5:30 AM Gym
Cardio only Morning, I am training legs with Blythe tonight

burned 320 calories

Preworkout
M1 Nectar.5 lbs
M2 cottage cheese/ preserves
M3 chicken/salad
M4 .75 turkey burger/light roll
M5 chicken/vegetables

PM training with Blythe
hard to remember as I never write down what we do

Barbel lunges
Smith Squat - I think I did 4 reps of 115? and several sets of lower weight
Plie Squats
Leg Extenstion 130 lbs 4 reps 110 4 reps and several reps in between lower weights...

LOL Blythe if you are reading this when I slammed the weights to the top.... over and over....

to tired to write the rest until tomorrow

summary
down another .5 lbs total 35.5
tired today just plain tired. working out twice a day is hard I get home pack bags, go to bed, rinse and repeat. My husband's been really supportive and said don't worry it will be worth it. I am doing one workout tomorrow OR coming home and getting everything together and going to the gym late like 7:00. I haven't had much down time. I know... wah wah... LOL

*side note why do some pills feel like they are still in your throat even when you swallow them! Lean Dreams seems to be awful... I would rather be up all night

oh and NOTE TO SELF - only eat ground turkey that is 99% fat free I ate 93% today at lunch in a turkey burger and found a huge chunk of fat. I was at work and had to keep my composure! SICK!!!! that is why I ate .75 of it!

November 27, 2006

Tuesday 11/28/06

5:35 AM Gym

Chest
Wide Grip Dip 3x10x16 assisted
DB Chest Press 3x7x30
Smith Chest 2x50lbsx7 1x75lbsx2 1x12x20lbs
Fly Machine 3x10x50 lbs

Delt
Smith Machine 3x5x20lbs
DB Press 3x6x25 1x1x10

Triceps
Overhead Press 3x10x30
**more with Blythe tonight but I can't remember

Cardio burned total of 500 calories today


M1 1/2 Protein Shake Sour Cherry Nectar
M2 cream of wheat/ 6 oz chicken with salsa
M3 turkey meatballs/green beans
M4 turkey meatballs/apple/ waldens farm caramel dip
M5 protein shake/ 6 chocolate chips pickle (not mixed in shake Veronica LOL)

summary
down 35 lbs! yipee
good training and diet day. time is not on my side though it's really hard to get things done around the house when I am training twice a day. But I have to remember it's not forever. Once I am down 30 lbs I'll try to stick with once a day until Sully says or I assume 12 weeks out.

November 26, 2006

Monday 11/27/06 46 weeks out

5:00 AM Gym

Back/Biceps/Calves (will decide what I want to do when I get there)
Cardio 300 calorie - goal
Water 128 ounces - goal

M1 protein shake/venom
M2 6 oz chicken/salsa
M3 turkey meatballs/healthy choice sauce/green beans
M4 5 oz chicken stir fry
M5 protein shake/6 chocolate chips ( I though about this ALL day~) I love this

* if really hungry tonight have protein shake
** Just remembered I can't do cardio again tonight. DAMN! I have stupid plans.

still down 33 lbs ( good news)

Summary
Pleased that I didn't gain over Thanksgiving. I didn't eat a lot but still it's more likely to gain. I also didn't get back on track until Saturday. Stayed on plan well today. I probably underate. Sometimes chicken makes me sick to think about... ICK only 46 more weeks of eating it at least twice a day...LOL

Sunday 11/26/06

Off to the gym to do cardio this AM
burned 300 calories cardio
may go back again tonight to make up for Thursday and Friday

Meals
M1 3 eggwhites/1 whole egg 3 oz turkey/.50 grapefruit
M2 EAS Carb Solution Bar
M3 Protein Shake skipped
M4 Turkey Meatballs/ (Healthy Choice)sauce/Green Beans
M5 Protein Shake/ Cherry Tomatoes/pickle/ 6 chocolate chips blended in shake

summary
Good day, stayed on plan and have food ready for the next several days. I'll shop again Thursday night so I have food ready for the weekend. Splitting it into two shopping days a week should work better for me. I may not even need to go, we'll see. Setting alarm for 4:50 to get to the gym earlier. Yes I am mental.

November 24, 2006

Saturday 11/25/06

AM heading to Owings Mills to train with Blythe

chest/biceps/triceps
will update with information later

Training
I can't remember LOL
I do know I did 30 lb DB chest press today which is the highest I've tried.

M1 protein shake/.50 grapefruit preworkout /venom/xtend
M2 protein shake/.50 grapefruit/xtend no xtend today
M3 turkey breast/vegetables
M4 turkey breast
M5 egg whites/ ff cheese

goal 128 ounces of water- not quite

summary
decent day stayed on plan, also took Veronica's advice and bought new containers and will number them in the morning and take them wherever I go. Grocery shopping tomorrow and packing up meals... and cleaning...

Friday 11/24/06

Didn't take Venom today and I am TIRED. I should have taken one in the AM. Today was a total waste. I worked 6-12 this morning, didn't have food prepared AGAIN. And ate offplan. I have to want this and not be prepared is total self-sabotage. Which is the 'old me'

Before I go to bed every night my food for the day must be planned/ready to go in the morning. No matter how tired I am, no matter the situation. Food will be ready.

Meeting with Blythe in the AM ...

November 22, 2006

Thursday 11/23/06 Thanksgiving

Goals for the day:
  1. Early Morning Cardio/Leg Day is planned. complete
  2. Drinking 128 ounces of water skipped
  3. Take Cheat tabs before meal tonight skipped
  4. Protein Shakes leading up to 'free meal' tonight skipped
Leg Day
DB Lunges 20 lbs 6 sets of 20 steps
(I could have done more I was wearing the wrong shoes for lunges today)

Smith Squat
1x6xbar
1x6x20
1x6x50
1x6x90
1x12xbar

Leg Extension
1x6x90
1x6x110
1x6x115
1x6x120
1x4x130

Deadlifts
60 lb barbell
3x6x60lbs

Meals
OINK
back on track tomorrow

Wednesday 11/22/06

Meeting with Blythe tonight for legs... will update later with what we did... Blythe can't make it tonight. so I'll go back on my own

AM going to do dreaded cardio again! burned 275 calories

M1 protein shake/venom
M2 5oz turkey/light roll
M3 3 oz turkey/grapefruit
M4 shrimp/plain noodles/ spring roll (I suck)

summary:
as of this AM down a total of 33 lbs. I have 59 more as my goal for competition. we'll see how I look though, didn't go back to the gym again tonight. I will do legs/cardio in the AM

Took progress shots tonight. Noticable improvements but not ready to post publically. I will eventually though

November 20, 2006

Tuesday 11/21/06

Left journal in the car so this is from memory...

Chest
Smith warm up with bar/ Smith 50 lbs press/ 3 set of 7
DB press 3x6x 25 lbs
Fly warmup with 20/ Cybex Fly 3x10x50

Delts
Smith warm up with bar/Smith 3x7x20 (plus weight of bar)
DB Shoulder Press 3x6x25lbs

Triceps
Overhead press 3x7x30 lbs

running late today... that is what happens when you have 4 dogs to deal with!

Cardio 200 calories

Meals
M1 protein pancakes/ venom
M2 6 oz. turkey/light roll
M3 6oz tilapia/strawberries --- it's 1:25 and MAN I don't want to eat this!!! Wah!!!!
M4 skipped
M5 skipped- did have .50 grapefruit
* terrible to skip those meals

cardio at night burned 300 calories

summary:
Bought workout pants last night all meduims!
skipped meals and that is NOT good

November 19, 2006

Monday 11/20/06 47 weeks out

5:30 AM

back

seated row 3x6x6 not sure what the weight is... the machine I used said 6
db bent row 3x8x25lbs
cybex lat 3x10x6
assisted pullups 7

biceps
db curl 3x7x
barbell curl 3x10x20

calves
cybex 3x12 - didn't do today

cardio burned 500 calories

food
M1 protein shake 2 fish oil/1 venom/vitamins skipped
M2 protein pancakes/sugar free syrup 2 fish oil
M3 6 oz shrimp/tbsp cocktail sauce/strawberries walden farm caramel dip/2 fish oil
M4 6 oz tilapia
M5 egg whites/ff/lf cheese mixture 1/8 cup
M6 protein bar - wasn't prepared

venom is KILLING my appetite.

goal 128 ounces of water- didn't hit

Evening
back to gym for more start with running sprints, then 45 of moderate
burned 300 calories

-32lbs so far

summary:
still getting use to venom, protein bar was off plan and not expected.

summary of what I plan to accomplish

time is flying! I am starting this and going to see if this is useful for me for keeping records of my journey. I use fitday as well. If this becomes too time consuming I'll just post photo updates...

Goals for the next year:
  • stick to my plan as close as possible. try not to expect perfection constantly but pick myself up and continue on if I deviate from plan.
  • compete on stage CCC 2007
  • use this forum to keep a history of my year including workouts, strength gains, food diary and achievements as well as failures.
  • always push and challenge myself and never let fear get in my way.
  • to lose around 60 lbs in 47 weeks.
  • make sure all meals are planned for the weekend
  • only eat off plan when it's allowed
  • remember when I weigh myself to keep all emotion out of it, it's just a number
  • take all supplements
*all items in red are updated things throughout the day or new information I am adding later on

** all items in blue are things that are OFF-PLAN and not what was planned for the day