Transgender or Transvestite at Golds Gym today.

Okay,  I have no problem with gender reassignment or whatever you feel you need to do with your own sexual organs. Not my concern. But when you show up at Gold's today in white thigh high black striped socks, tiny pink short shorts and an old school pink half shirt, I become a little concerned. Why you ask? Because he kept hanging out in the ladies room. Now this could be a person that already had the surgery. BUT it could be some crazy man that shaved his legs, stuffed his chest  and wants to see naked women at 6 in the morning. We confirmed he was a man when we saw an adam's apple the size of a peach peach bobbling around. Plus he was around 6'3'' with bear claw hands.

When he walked by one woman loudly said, "If you have a penis, You are not welcome in here!" For the record, I didn't dare  look below to the vicinity of  the Richard Simmons tighty shorts in pink. I was however, slightly mesmerized by the sun visor and pigtails. Pretty sure I saw light blue eyeshadow and pink gloss as well.

Well I hope he is not back tomorrow, I would like to shower in peace and privacy.

Humility

Note to people in general. Not going to name any names here but I know someone who has lost some weight. Nothing spectacular, looks mediocre at best and I would never want her physique it's flabby, mushy and unshapely. And I understand that not everyone would want to look like a figure competitor either... Point is once you lose some weight it would be nice to not walk around bragging, posing, judging, and being an overall annoyance  and a know it all.

It's pretty much a guarantee you will gain the weight back. When you are so focused on showing off rather than changing your lifestyle, you forget and you gain it all back plus a bag of chips.

I look forward to watching her live by her outcome.

You look good for 38...

I find that people always say this to me when I reveal my age. Wow you look good for 38. What does that mean? What does 38 look like? It looks like me. Am I suppose to be riddled with crows feet and frown lines at this age? Sagging jawline and eye lids? It's interesting really. I know it's not an insult but if you think about it sorta an odd thing to say. So this is 38 everyone... take a look. Me, close up, no retouching with my best friends daughter who looks good for 11 in this shot.

In a bad mood... and what the h*ll did they do to my hair!

 I go to get my hair cut and bring a photo very similar to this...

 and I swear I wind up looking more like this...

 

Well not that bad but he layered it so much I could pass for emo easily. Not so cute in your 30's and when I try to put in a ponytail it's a little nub! What the h*ll am I going to do with that!? 

Plastic Shaker Bottle

This is the second day in a row I gave the shaker bottle a try instead of using the Magic Bullet. First day tasted like plastic and was disgusting I had to throw it out. So I obsessively wash the plastic assuming I can wash the plastic taste from a plastic shaker.... no such avail. Once again drinking a chocolate lego. Disgusting! And to top it off I didn't have the lid on perfectly and I shook it all over myself at work. Nice going!

Lesson learned never use a plastic shaker for protein shakes. Ever!!

Mid week thoughts...

I go to the gym early, I wake up at 4:40 AM so I am there to workout not chat.

Every day there is a woman in my changing area that loves to chat politics and other nonsense I have no interest in listening to or talking about. In the dressing room the TV always has the news on and she sighs and makes comments while saying sorry over and over to me. She also turns her hairdryer off to sigh over specific segments. I am waiting for her to ask me to turn mine off. Not going to happen.

Today I got a special treat, while she was lotioning up her in the shower area naked, and she started talking to me. How do I say this delicately? I do not want to speak to you unless you are wearing underwear. Even then it's is hard to stomach.

Athough I am not close to competition weight I am going to buy my suit from Passion Fruit Designs she really has the nicest suits I've seen.

In other news my HS reunion is coming up. Really not sure if I want to go or not.... Still on the fence on that one.

How much do I really have to say?

I realize when you enter the gym it's polite to say hello to the person behind the counter. So I do... When I walk in the guy practically screams at me Hi how are you today, HELLO, HELLO over and over again. It's 6 am give me an effing break! I say hello. How much am I suppose to say to him? I am there to workout not make friends. On the way out today he said, have a wonderful day. I said you too. I then heard him say loudly to the person next to him. "I guess she doesn't want to be bothered." I responded each time, friendly enough.

Do I need to make plans to watch his pets and water his plants when he is on vacation? Should I compliment his Gold's Gym attire each time I walk in? I respond to him everyday without an attitude! It's becoming harassing.

Workout
45 minutes of cardio
1 frye in the am. I felt like I wanted to run a marathon ....