So Richard mentioned to me last night...

that this blog is suppose to be my journey to the stage. Recently it's been filled with a lot of fluff. He's right and the reason is I am waiting another few days before I start my contest diet AGAIN. I figured how many times can I declare today is the day and not start. It's really hard to get the mindset back. But this is what I want to do. I am not being forced... So you will start to see less cookie and more fitness related posts coming shortly. Hanging head in shame...