ok, not going to lie I am just plain frustrated now. sad and weepy downs are over. yesterday I went to posing class to watch. not a good idea. I felt like the fat kid getting picked last for kickball. me on the sidelines taking pictures made me feel like shit. mental maybe... but it's the truth.
I still have no idea when I will be able to see my doctor for the epidural. the first one I talked to wanted me to wait until february 21 just to come in and discuss it... that is crazy to me.
but there are good things. my pt said I can try to walk on the treadmill once it gets very painful then I should stop... yippee!!!!!!!!!!