The waiting for the unknown is so hard. But I am helpless in this situation so I sit and wait. I still have use of my hands even though they are painful so I can't complain right? Some are not so lucky. I have Johns Hopkins here and medical insurance, disability to get me through this. I so desperately want to work again, I really like my job and feel guilty that i just started and then this happens to me. I hope to return soon.
Best case scenario, surgery and return to work by November... effed up fingers crossed.